Okay, so recently my Internet on my computer messed up big time. I wasn't able to fix it for awhile, but after me working with it, I got it back!
So while I had no Internet, I was really really REALLY freaking sad! My boyfriend moved to Chicago, and of course he tells me this a day before he leaves. So we had no way to talk (because, for some odd reason, I don't have his phone number). I missed him so much!!! I felt so lonely and isolated...I just stayed in my room...I was so depressed and sad, I just wanted to die...I even had thoughts of suicide...I went MONTHS without talking to him...I realized how much I needed him...It made me want to kill myself even more...But I stayed strong because I believed in us.
No matter how much I wanted to break, and kill myself, I thought about me and him...I thought about our memories...His beautiful self and heart. It kept me going. I knew he would keep me going and even though we were miles apart, he watched over me. I think my boyfriend was sent from heaven and protects me. I love him. I want him. And I need him.
My world would be shattered without him...I'm glad he is still in my world and not anyone else.

The song of the day (And once again the song I'm listening to) is Someone's Watching Over Me - Hilary Duff.

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